I just realized that I did not buy myself a Christmas gift and that was because there was really nothing that I wanted or craved this year. Well I do want one thing but that is not something that can be bought. I have been extremely blessed lately to not ‘want’ anything and not be able to have it.

Even when I really wanted to get the lobsters and failed the first time I was able to get them a week later and I really enjoyed my lobster lunch that weekend.

I was stressed out and I treated myself to a massage recently so that was another thing that I was able to cross off the wish list. I have a comfortable amount in my Splurge Fund where I can treat myself to things that I want because that money has already been accounted for out of the budget.

I guess apart from that there is nothing that I really wanted so I guess that means that I am happy for now.